Holding myself accountable

Ok, so I really need to get my shit together. In May of 2008 I joined WW with my mom. It took me a year, but I lost 30 lbs. Not bad! I was 10 lbs. away from my goal weight. Then, life happened. We bought a new house, stress at work, busy busy busy, and I got LAZY! It started with, "OK, I'm not going to work out today, but I will go every day for the rest of the week." Then it was " I'll just have one piece of chocolate cake." It snow balled from there! I am now back up to the weight I was when I started this whole "journey". sigh. I feel yucky. It's not only about how I look though. I just FEEL like crap! When I was eating better and exercising on a regular bases, I felt GREAT! I mean fantastic. I need to get back to that! I think that's why I've been in such a funk lately. (See post below).

So, It's time. I am the only one that can change the way I feel and look. No one else. I am in charge of myself. No one else. It's the getting started that's the hardest. I just need to decide that I'm going to do it, and do it. Come on Jen. You need this.

Sorry for the rant. This is more for me than for anyone else. I just needed to vent and get myself motivated.